I always in controlling mode.

I never sat as a caboose.

And that is why I never “get” what I want.

The process was wrong, that is why the result never came out.

I was running on the wrong software.

I always control everything. No wonder the anxiety arises in group chat, and the story too.

I am the caboose. I am the caboose. I am the caboose.

I sit at the back seat.

I get pulled by the train.