The Market is the engine, I’m the caboose.

How could it be possible I lose my mind over generating the alpha.

Do I really think I know where the stuff is going? Then why do I poor? Where was the result if I knew?

Why it is so difficult to execute?

Traders need to measure the performance of their methodology and the performance of their execution. You can have a perfectly good trading methodology but just fuck up execution every single day of the week until you’re broke. Sometimes people get it wrong. The method is failing but people thought it was their execution.